Saturday, December 19, 2009
{ 2:27 AM }
Hais...
Don't know what to do now...
Very confused about everything...
Don't know who to believe or what to do now... Or how I'm feeling.
Just want to shut the world outside and stay isolated for the moment...
Need to consider some things seriously.
Today is farewell, should be something happy...
Ok happy's not the right word, bittersweet?
But now my mood is very unstable like I'm gonna do something stupid soon,
which I obviously wouldnt. Retarded ppl never admit they're retarded, same principal, people who's about to do sth stupid wouldnt admit that they're gonna do sth stupid.
Lol sometimes when I'm feeling super kaobei and I see people who kept saying they will do something stupid but never actually does it, I'll be like "DAMN WOULD YOU JUST DO IT -.-?!" HAHAHAHAS, super mean but HONESTLY, its so annoying. Like, won't do then keep quiet la, so chao for what -.-?
Hais, and I thought everything would turn out well eventually...
Me and my own naive thinking of a happy ending like fairytales do...
Ha, but I chose to be naive. My bad.
Eyes gonna be farking puffy the next day I swear. Don't even feel like sleeping, just wanna stay up the whole night and think.
It trains the brain cells too, not that I want to.
Whatever. Don't wanna think about it.