Wednesday, June 3, 2009
{ 10:27 PM }
Ok, I'm damn traumatised by the ASEAN summit thingy.
REALLY REALLY TRAUMATISED.
I DONT WANT TO GO BACK AGAIN OMFG.
It's like, freaking stressful and pressurizing there u know?
Everyone is just SOOOO good till they actually INSPIRE you =.=
I'm serious, they are GOOD.
They dont even LOOK at their notes and read directly, they just use their damn cheem vocab and express their rather expressive views =.=
Ok, for example, "The delegate of India agrees with what the delegate of France has said, as india herself has experienced domestic success in using the policy and firmly believes that it can be applied to other ASEAN countries and that it will be beneficial."
JUST like, *click* and she said it like, so qing song zzz.
WTF IS THAT LA MY GOSH.
I tell you, unless you're REALLY good, or a haolian person or someone who is not vulnerable to these stuffs, DONT GO.
I'm not saying that its not good, its just TOO GOOD for me.
SO GOOD until I lose my confidence and morale. Right from the first day.
Serious, I REALLY REALLY REGRET JOINING IT. YOU'VE NO IDEA.
Its like, others were so good that if you dont talk, u can just go die.
WALAO LAHHHHH. I mean like, hello???
Suddenly, CHINESE BECAME MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT.
It's probably the ONLY thing anglican high students can OWN in.
im serious, chinese is our forte in that organization. I LOVE JIANG LAO SHI SIA.
And i'm forsaking choir for this thingy. That already turns me off.
And i dunno, not all of them very friendly leh. I think some of them think I'm too dumb to be bothered.
Ok la, i may not be as pro in debating or knowing abt asean la but,
at least im TRYING my best, better than not trying.
and somemore, [paiseh jojo copy u], I MAY NOT BE AS BOOK SMART AS U ALL ARE, but im definitely EVERY BIT AS STREET SMART AS U ALL, perhaps even MORE.
AHAHAHA XD yay. thats a good feeling lols.
and the other two secondary school teams, nanyang girls and raffles girls =.=
BU OWN WO CAI GUAI LA.
One debate team somemore. AHS dont even have one debate team lols. everytime only know how to use isaac.
sian. jus found out that OTHER PPL IN MY COUNCIL ARE DOING WORK PAPERS.
Don't ask me what is it. U'll know that i wont know.
THIS IS VERY VERY PRESSURIZING U KNOW.
are my holidays even holidays now? WTF?!
how u all be so enthu omgosh =.= now my mind is all about choir and ONLY choir.
and it will be about choir the whole entire day too tmr =.=
i seriously, DONT WAN CARE ABT THIS THING ANYMORE. SO STRESSFUL.
DEMORALISING. BLEAH.
