Monday, August 11, 2008
{ 10:21 PM }
I just talked to a teacher...
Someone who knew what I was going through...
Probably one of the best teacher I have ever met in my life, seriously
I've never seen any other teachers who would care so much for a student...
For those of you who think far far, please show some respect to this teacher ok,
and hell im not telling u all who he/she is...
Well...I leaked out some of my problems to this cher...
Cher say I shouldnt bottle up my feelings n stuff
and Cher say i can find him to talk about my problems anytime...
I know i cant, cuz i definitely gonna break down =.=
like how i did previously~ bad bad bad...
Aiya, fan zheng any problems u can tink of i all have la,
emotional, relationship, friendship, family, life, physical, spiritual, ALL I HAVE LA OK =.=
I know some of u thinking "who all don't have"
precisely thats the reason why i dont emo in class or pour out emo stuffs here right?
I emo here for what sai? everyone all got emo probs de ah~
Because I scared he go around telling ppl i suck if i dont follow his orders =,= so i just blindly do everything for him
or not he will grumble here and there...
I hate homeEC, seriously~
Not like im not trying to change, i did =.=
But im very tired n exhausted from all these le
NOW CCA OSO POP OUT PROBLEMS, MA DE
I WAN GO CRAZY LIAO
Im happy when ppl pour out emo probs to me, it shows they trust me
but i dunno who to pour out to then...
i wan to tell my probs to someone, but that someone just had an emotional prob so even i tell now right, that someone will only focus on whatever problems he/she had...
IM SO HAPPY I HAVE SUCH A GOOD CHER IN MY LIFE T.T
he's probably the only person i can tell to...
When at least im with people i know and can relate to,
i can never frown, im always in a smile
but when im alone, den all the emo probs pop lai pop qu~
ma de =.=
esp without my sister, since im getting close with her...
Im used to bottling up my feelings =D
kinda proud of it...
i dont like rambling how sick my life is and explaining in detail and complaining
1) YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS MY PROB
2) I LOOK LIKE A CRAZY WOMEN
3) YOU KNOW IT DOES HAPPEN TO YOU ALSO
u read until gong gong de lor~~
if i can live my life happy, i will~
we only have one life anyway hor o.O
SMILE BECUZ ITS WORTH IT :D
i dont like making anyone worry~
esp not that cher =)
we all have problems of our own...
WHEN THERES A WILL THERES A WAY AHAHAHHAHAH~~~~
=D im happye n contented with life, dont worry my friends =D
cuz i know there r more ppl who r in a much worse situation than me...
so, if they can be so strong and smile, SO CAN WE RIGHT???!!!
smiling can burn more baby fats on the face~
so must smile more =D
i know how lucky i m =D
every problem is a stepping stone in my life =D
making me a better person each time every problem is resolved (or not =x)
its okay if i have no one to pour it out to =D
I CAN DO IT~~~!!!!!!!
ok la, if cannot i will go outside my house n scream~
i live in 10 floor anyway =.=
that time during NDP on TV all the songs i sing like sia0
sing like no mother no father liddat, sing until damn loud
HECK CARE THE NEIGHBOURS LA =.= i too proud to be singaporean XD
yesh, im crazy when im at home...
cuz i dont have the usual family members at home~
probably one of the unusual features of my family huh o.O
I LOVE MY KITTIE =D HES SO CUTE N FAT AHAHAHAHA
i tink...im liking someone...or not...
