Man Jing, AHSian from 1Bees`072C babu`08 3D`09, arriving on 25/03/94
Proud to be publicity officer of AHSChoir and lovin singing there
I'm sushi+Kpop queen, drumming+piano-ing, lover of anime and has a myriad of personalities
Ex-addicted to maplestory, audition, left4dead, cabal, gunbound, granadoespada and more...
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You’ve got to sing like you don’t need the money. You’ve got to love like you’ll never get hurt. You’ve got to dance like there’s nobody watching
Always smile, because every second of frowning is a lost of happiness in which you can never get it back :)
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FOOD such as sushi, darkchocolates, icecream, kimchi and japanesecuisine freak im growing fatter DX
HANDSOMES such as DongBangShinKi, SuJu, Shinee and 2pm, forever EDWARDCULLEN :) When life gives you lemon, throw it back and say "I WANT EDWARD CULLENS!"
ANIME such as TsubasaChronicles, Blood+, DeathNote, Inuyasha (final act is out!) manga manga manga manga!!
MUSIC such as playing the drums, listening to fav jap/korean/english music, and using my diaphragm we're SINGerellas~
OHMY o.o I wasnt able to log in blogger for like one week, AND IT WORKED NOW :D Hais...I think right...I not supposed to be born in this world now... =.= I KNOW SOME OF U MUST BE THINKING "ya lo, u shudnt be here at all, u suck" i know i suck =.= i tink so too... I seriously, will not think of my actions when i angry.... As in I wouldnt know how to react nicely to someone who did something wrong... Its not i rash or wad, is like this person did something wrong that affects me n my friends, and was very proud of it and XUAN YAO - ING all the way and think like we dont care... LIDDAT U TELL ME HOW TO NOT BAO LA... but i shudnt bao la, make the matters worse... shud have just like ask myself shut up first n calm down before shouting =.=
Up till now, i still dunno the reason why some ppl... oh well, give me a cold reaction when i don't even know what happened... I never offend that person, didnt do anything to harm them... Usually last time, when i heard someone's negative opinion about someone else, i would immediately have the same negative opinion to that someone... WITHOUT finding about that someone myself... in which i tink this kind of reaction is very often... and only a few ppl are able to realise this =.= my sista DANICA is one of the few who realised it :D shes such a sweetyyyy XD AWW~ so yeah, but then thats just the way most ppl are now i guess...and sometimes its just need time to realise...
and i tink, once u dislike one person, whatever good thing they do we will be like "act kind, act sweet" trust me, i always thought of my disliked-person's actions as "ACTING" only, only recently i realised that, u know, enemies do have their kind n sweet side too... and today de CD (A SPECIAL DAY WITHOUT LIANG RONG GE :D) told us about violence and how to curb our anger... which kinda made me reflect u know... its not that i do not wan to change whatever bad points i have now u know... im really TRYING really hard to change it... but sometimes when things happen, i guess it cant be changed back...though im trying real hard... i can never show my distaste, disgust, sulky face or give any other negative comments, becuz i know i will be like, sending myself to hell =.= so must RENNNNNN and RENNNN and RENNNNNN...
Seriously, i tink im going into depression zzz i cannot think of ANYTHING positive in my life...ah zzz i only wanted to escape from this, this entire matter... if theres an IP now, i really want to apply for it immediately... thats my emotions now. to escape from everything. real bad. I KNOW NOW SOME OF U THINKING "u shud go earlier, no one wants to see u" eh, i dont stay for u anyway, i stay for choir ok... wei le ni er stay? shen jing bing la... and i dont wan becuz of this matter and jus like give up what i've been studying for 2 years... and going a path in which i dont want it... its not worth it u see... and escaping from reality is not gonna solve any problem...
i still don't have courage to walk up to ppl and ask whats their problem with me =.= cuz i dont tink i have the determination to put up a strong front and REN... I WILL BREAKDOWN VERY BADLY AGAIN if i had to go through sth which i already did for once... its like taking 2 X-RAYS in the same year =.= its tiring and killing and from the CHAOJIAHMA BOOK, "ni zhuan guo tou lai, hai you yi qian ge ren tao yan ni" we cant be perfect, and let everyone like us anyways, so we just, try out best to change and hopefully ppl will recognise us soon o.O
so im gonna renn till next year =) hopefully, the best is yet to come :D and i must stay the positive meeee~~ im like making myself very lonely n stuff, and u must be thinking that im acting ke lian but actually, i know how fortunate i am at least compared to those who have lost everything =.= its just what i m reflecting upon myself that only can be explained in words... i still have good friends in class, i still have my CCA to hold on to =) and who doesnt go through such stuffs? its just sad to know that the best year in one's life (as what everyone says) its gonna be the most terrible life-changing year for me...
i dont tink its wasted, i tink its the most valuable... terrible becuz i've never experienced such stuff... and this time, i didnt tell my parents anything...how am i suppose to tell them all these? i cannot bear to tell them =.= what r they gonna do? but worth it becuz i went through all of it myself, with help n encouragement from true friends who were willing to change me... and, it will be very memorable, seriously... and now i sound like we're on a graduation ceremony and im like leaving off now... ok no, im staying =.= though i want to go overseas and study, im staying here, FOR NOW =.= too bad to ppl who wan me to leave =) guess u'll have to see me for 2 more years ^^
talking about overseas...my dream is to travel around the world o.O i know impossible la =.= but then as we know, earth is dying due to global warming blah blah blah... but then before all of nature's creations extinct off, i must see them, some, at least... cuz we may not be able to see it in like the next decades, and its already dying out rapidly... isnt it so sad =.=? what our dear mother nature had actually created for us? and i say again, I AM NOT RICH. its a dream =.= doesnt mean it will come true =.=
talk too much le =.= sorraye!! thanks for those who were willing to read allllllllll the way T.T freak the noticeboard, seriously dammm time consuming... but cuz its the last one, so we just go ahead with it... flunked my maths common test, didnt do last question... which loses 3 marks T.T i xin tong lia0 sia... maple is getting real shitty. gonna hate it real soon.
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jasmin: mj!! mj: hihi o.O RACHEL(:: HAHA LOL. manjing i always see you on the mrt on th way to choir on sat w yy lol:D mj: =D CHEMISTRY TOO GOOD LIAO AHAHA XD yuquan,: HHAHHA just saw ur hates' above. and u actally added that liangrong gege XD hahahhahaha funny. and oh yeah thanks for helping me print the case study ;DDD mj: LOL dont call him gege so sweet, one ge can liao XD oh yeah npnp, got ink anyways =X RACHEL(:: MANJING HELLO:D mj: RACHEL HELLO =D PaulMJ: HI! Relink please... mj: =.= ok... CHRISTIME:)): hi manjing.. can link me?? thanks! mj: will link it soon =) CHERLENE~: HELLO MANJING!! (: mj: Yozzz cher cher =D AiJia: OMG! Your blog is seriously long! And stop being lame,ALL teh time..Lolx! mj: not my blog long, urs too short XD and im not lame, ur only boring XDXD LOLS! danica: yoz... linked mj: lols, WHO CARES XDXD ok ok la, thanks hor sista =D jasmin: woah ur EZ link card like fated to follow u like thatxd mj: its something called...FATE...X) jasmin: hehe tagged u back!!:D lol ur complaint letter so funny mj: hope it works~ thanks for tagging =D yuquan.: ahahhaha YAY COMPLAIN mj: WOOOOTS!!~~ XD XD RACHEL(:: HEY MANJING:D mj: HEY RACH XD ♥ , sher (:': HEY BABY ! TAG ME (: LOVES <3 mj: sorraye~~ tag u soon!! SARAH!: BUY FROM THE GIRL'S BRIGADE 65TH COY ICE BLEND, SWEETS, WAFFLES AND BROWNIES ON NXT MON AND WED, 14 AND 16 JULY. THANKS;D mj: bought sweets liao hor -.-'' XUEYI. :DD: LOL heyysDARKCHOC! ;D hahahs i didnt even bother to rmb tht retard's name lahrrr. he's a freeeeaaak cannnns. mj: HEY WHITS CHOC ;D i know hes a freak, i bu xi huan him until can rmb his name only la XD