Tuesday, February 2, 2010
{ 12:14 AM }
LOL damn Isaac and George are getting really loud in class these days~
NO, I'm not bloody hao-lian-ing that I am in a relationship whatsoever, wtf, hao lian simi? For those idiots who think I am, stfu, sorry that you're single la, don't blame on me right?
Because, in my opinion, I think that one shouldn't hide if you are with someone, I mean always hide hide hide then don't wan say its bloody stupid la for me,
I mean why so secretive? Then what if go out people see you with someone else? What, ur gonna run away and hide? Like stupid only?
Besides, we should always be proud of who we are what.
When people ask about us, I will just answer it normally, its called YOU ASK I REPLY.
SO SHUT UP, I ALSO DON'T WAN IT TO BE SO BIG LA TMD!
And pls stop saying he is old, he is only 2 years older wtf?
Boys mature slower than girls, in fact they only mature when they're 30 years old,
not that I'm condemning those who have younger/same age stead but, yeah its a scientific fact -.-
If you think its easy to understand people 2 years older than your age, then you go try talking to them.
Their mindsets are very different - JC vs Sec school students, different levels of maturity and opinions,
So why the fark people make it sound its like a negative thing? I mean at least I do attain some level some level of maturity?
You think so easy to interact then you go try stead with one la!
LOL. WHY AM I SO AGITATED?!
OH I KNOW WHY.
because someone left a F*** U tag on my blogshop! OMFG THAT BITCH?!
OMGAWD THAT BITCHHHHHH OMFG IM SO BLOODY ANGRY LOL!
Walao eh, please rmb that YOUR ITEMS STILL WITH ME AH, I CAN CANCEL IT ANYTIME!
LOL i admit la I kaopei-ed some customers,
some is that day I bad mood (ultra sorry), but some is really deserved to be scolded la. Won't go into detail, only will create more F U tags on my blogshop,
but whatever la, my service is ZAI ok?! It is not KANASAI, mind you farking language, if you think its kanasai then bloody cancel your orders AND ASK FOR REFUND, I ALSO LAZY TO SERVE YOU TMD!
Anyways, I'm closing down my blogshop (LOL WTF, only after 2 months of operation), so I don't care liao la go ruin my reputation for all I bloody care lol,
But I'm still gonna order from taobao from time to time, so I will only open it to old customers and friends :D
For that bitch, I obviously know who you are, don't act like you so innocent, you know that I know who you are, next time don't order from me, wo bu xi han~!
And yes, I don't like serving retarded people, face it, no one likes it, and I know I have to tahan it somehow, and I will, but not now during O levels,
I must set my priorities right, and I don't think its worth serving noisy bitches.
Ok la, most of them are nice, I made one super close friend whom I webcam with and another kpop fan :D!
Yawns. tired. gotta sleep
Saturday, January 9, 2010
{ 12:46 AM }
OMYGAWDDD.
Firstly, F*CK THE SCHOOL FOR HAVING THOSE SHITTY RE-EXAMS SHYT.
walao eh retarded or what sia BLOODY IRRITATING LAAAAAAA.
KAOOOZZZZ holiday also got training like mad right? Cannot let us rest is it wtf?!
Bui ta han liao la WAAAALLLAAAOOOOOO~
Somemore chem paper so obvious same as EOY, purposely keep quiet.
NA BEI -.-
Secondly, ahschoir trip to Italy this year is likely to be cancelled.
OHHHMEEEGOSHHHHH.
I am disappointed but honestly, not THAT disappointed because I think on the financial aspect I do need lots of help, and I don't think even with my PROSPERING blogshop (those who said it'll fail can fark off haha :D!) and everyday saving of $4 will help...=X
HEY, but I AM devastated ok? Hais, I can't be roommates with eugenia anymore T.T
I do understand the reasons behind this whole catastrophe and I think that although we may grumble and stuff,
it's no one's fault, if someone has to blamed then it will be the US,
like, thanks for crippling the world's economy last year LOL -.-
Oh, mrs.lim, our new form teacher, is really nice o.o!
At first I didn't believe what my seniors said but, she really is nice! Not as disciplinary as I once perceived her to be...
She didn't even catch my obviously golden hair :D (Yes, I know its not golden but stfu, I like to say that it's golden -.-)
Ok la, almost kena caught be csj but I chionged into 4E and hid there for awhile lol,
Then Mr.Zheng was like "WAH!~ you colour your hair ah?"
Thanks ah Mr.Zheng ^^!
LOL I totally forgotten how to do amaths? As in SERIOUSLY forgotten every single detail?
I was trying my hardest to do the amath revision paper (omg screw that HW T.T) and I can't even complete the first 5 questions LOL DAMN IT HAHAS XD!
But its ok, one call to dexter should be able to solve everything LOL.
WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TUITIONS DURING HOLIDAYS? like WTF ONLY? LOL!
Damn, these people have sad lives.
Come on, HOLIDAYSSSSS LEH! Still need study?
Ok la, if parents force or is the tuition policies then is bo pian,
but for those who actually REQUESTED IT...
Do you have a life??? -.- Don't you need to rest or sth?
Is like as if studying is the only purpose in your life and your only motivation to keep surviving,
but if that's the case, then GOOD LUCK WITH IT AH. Lol.
The more I think the more I want to laugh LOL HAHA.
Hais, today is friday and I'm gonna REST.
Someone actually ordered 16 items in my blogshop and altogether it costs over $200+ LOL.
I'm earning babe, I'm earning :D
Thursday, December 31, 2009
{ 2:02 AM }
It's 31st Dec 2009, last day of the year 2009...
So many things happened this year...hais...
So I would like to uhh, have some sort of closure or sth, not that anyone would bother reading it -.-
But it's a nice ending to everything~ nice ending for 2009
And now its night time, its a very emo period so I have no chance to get kaopei and throw temper lol.
First of all, I am grateful for 3D :D
Though there's alot of incidences and such, it was a joy having you guys, all of you guys.
I felt very relaxed and accepted whenever I'm with 3D, and they're always supportive of each other no matter what,
And I kinda liked 3D's outspoken attitude and bravery and such...
And thank you yeeying and genevieve especially for being such good mates,
you guys are always there for me no matter what and helped me solve all my probs and tahan all my childishness and temperness,
Thank you so much for everything and sorry for the times when we became kp to each other LOL.
I couldn't ask for more :)
I hope next yr we will be able to stick together as one, 4D`09 ftw! :D
And then I'm grateful for AHSChoir,
who is together with me for the past 3 yrs, going on 4,
It's the only way to relieve our stress from studies and such, through singing with your mates,
And I miss that feeling hahas.
Although I had many run-ins with some people,
I've learnt that things cannot be the way one expects it,
And you guys have trained me to be more patient and to be more responsible for my actions,
And even though there are many ups and downs and tumblings and such...
We learn to get up and always put the choir as our priority,
I'm sorry for all the wrong things I've done and my childishness, temper...
And I thank you all for being able to bear with me and guide me the right way...
I love you all :)!
Damn I wanna cry -.-
You may think I'm an idiot la, but if you really do truly think about the past memories and feel it emotionally,
you'll understand...esp at 1.47 am -.- you'll definitely feel it.
The great depression this yr has affected alot of families, including mine.
My dad lost his job this yr and my sis got some kind of weird growth in her stomach....
At first I thought everything was really serious and I felt like the whole world is crashing on me,
Because it was halfway through exams and stuff,
And I got trouble with the school, and then I regretted coming to anglican high because it has such screwed up education system, and YES I did say that I regret and the system is screwed, SUCK ON THAT, I've no idea why I put this as my first choice but now I'm encouraging all my pri sch juniors not to make the same mistake SO anyway,
Then thank god the storm's over.
But halfway through my dad's incident my mom sent me an sms,
telling me not to worry and stuff because she can still provide for us even if dad has lost its job,
and even if it was just a simple sms, I teared up and really wanted to cry but I can't cuz I was with my friends I think...
But anyways, I did it when one of them start to kp me for nth. -.-
And then somehow people got the impression that I'm rich which makes me want to punch them because I'm obviously not,
And I didn't bother explaining myself and was like "ya ya i'm rich"
Those bitches. I hope you will end up with the same situation as I am and maybe you'll shut your farking mouth.
That's when I realise how useless I can be at times like this,
Because I really want to help but there's nothing I can do...with sch and stuff, it's impossible to find jobs esp when I'm under 16.
And I can't really continue so I shall just stop here,
but yeah, I'm glad everything's over,
And I'm just grateful for people who have made me pull through those difficult moments,
always by my side and giving me comfort and advice, helping me move on,
And I think I did grow up, at least a little,
And I'll continue to learn and grow as time passes.
Happy new year's eve everyone :)
May everyone have a great 2010 :)
Thursday, December 24, 2009
{ 1:10 AM }
Lol, anyone feeling emo? :D
Ok I'm not emo anymore, but emo songs are always nice, only if they have good singers...
I was having like, diarrhea and vomited once ytd night WTF AGAIN??!!!!
Farking annoying, and then thanks to it I MISSED OUR LAST CHOIR COMM MEETING OF 2009...
WTF sia, hilary was like, "manjing where are you?"
and I'm like "huh @.@??? What thing?"
"THERE'S COMM MEETING RMB O.O??!!"
"OH SHYTTTTTT!!!!!"
FARK THE STOMACH MAN, I swear I literally punched the bloody stomach.
And then my ahma wanted me to see doctor but the farking clinic is closed cause they wanna eat lunch -.-, so in the end we abandoned the idea. Hais.
I felt better afterwards anyway -.- so,
I GOT A ZAI SONG TO SHARE O.O
But it's very emo...The song name is called "Today I broke up"
So you can imagine -.- how emo it'll be~
It is sung by YOUNHA, if you don't know who she is, she sang the song HOUKI BOSHI in BLEACH,
Ok I thought she's not good-looking in the houki boshi MV at ALL, she looks horribly cute.
But she's now like, bloody chio to the MAXXXX!!! Ok, maybe that's how I perceived girls to be chio, her beauty is the kind I like lol. I know you all don't care, but STFU once you see her face you'll agree with me she's farking chio LOL.
*video removed, because its way too big damn it*
Ok other than her physical appearance is zai, her voice is WOW LA!!!!
She can hit those high high notes, where she sounds as if she's like at the climax,
you know normally zai songs got one climax where the singer will "AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" that kind?
She sounds like that but she doesn't need to use much strength or effort like most singers do,
you know, they get tired and will be panting after screaming their lungs out,
SHE IS FREAKING ZAI I TELL YOU.
There's one performance when she sang this song and SHE CRIED WHILE SINGING because the lyrics were so overwhelming,
THAT'S WHAT MAKES A GOOD SINGER MAN!!
Now I'm officially a big big big big big fan of younha :D!
YOUNHA ROCKS.
Oh early merry christmas to everyone :D
And FINALLY taggingmonkey replied to my email,
cuz I spammed like many emails, and it ended up in his/her SPAM INBOX -.-
BUT I DON'T CARE, I'M SO HAPPY NOW!!! :D
Taggingmonkey is like, the most ZAI tagging service I've ever seen, I'm DYING to get its service since I promoted my blogshop lol.
With it, I truly believe it will boost customer flow :D
Tomorrow gonna go out with mango to go buy school stuffs...
Yes I didn't even buy my new chinese books, heck I even lost the damn booklist so,
WHO CARES :D
Gonna go to suntec's bookfest. SIAN that time go with him reach there 8+ pm then they close liao -.-
I WILL CHIONG THERE AND BUY EVERYTHINGGGGGGGG!!! :D
I've no plans to dye back my hair, although it's kinda obvious its brown....
Anyone got other alternatives? I die also dont dye it back la, I rather get green forms than to risk my hair falling off T.T
Ok that's not true, but honestly la I hope csj and cwy will have a happy christmas and let me off T.T
my black roots are growing anyways, they can wait till it fully grows out :D
HAHA, CATCH ME IF YOU CAN :D
Saturday, December 19, 2009
{ 2:27 AM }
Hais...
Don't know what to do now...
Very confused about everything...
Don't know who to believe or what to do now... Or how I'm feeling.
Just want to shut the world outside and stay isolated for the moment...
Need to consider some things seriously.
Today is farewell, should be something happy...
Ok happy's not the right word, bittersweet?
But now my mood is very unstable like I'm gonna do something stupid soon,
which I obviously wouldnt. Retarded ppl never admit they're retarded, same principal, people who's about to do sth stupid wouldnt admit that they're gonna do sth stupid.
Lol sometimes when I'm feeling super kaobei and I see people who kept saying they will do something stupid but never actually does it, I'll be like "DAMN WOULD YOU JUST DO IT -.-?!" HAHAHAHAS, super mean but HONESTLY, its so annoying. Like, won't do then keep quiet la, so chao for what -.-?
Hais, and I thought everything would turn out well eventually...
Me and my own naive thinking of a happy ending like fairytales do...
Ha, but I chose to be naive. My bad.
Eyes gonna be farking puffy the next day I swear. Don't even feel like sleeping, just wanna stay up the whole night and think.
It trains the brain cells too, not that I want to.
Whatever. Don't wanna think about it.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
{ 6:16 PM }
xiia0manman is tearing up again.
Damn, feel like vomiting now. Great. Stomachache + vomit is the best combo.
Monday, December 7, 2009
{ 11:07 PM }
Hello :D
It's been centuries since I posted pictures.
So I'm gonna post pictures -.- yeah you've guessed it~
There's like quite alot of pic from long long time ago -.- so yeah~
Enjoy :D
LOL, we paid like, $5 each to get this bloody photo in which I totally regret now cuz I could have snapped it on my hp. But whatever, BODYWORLD 3D TEAM LOL -.-
The centre's mascot, the T-rex. Dunno where that balls-flying around thing went to.
HAHAHAS camwhoring lol. Everyone looks happy :D i guess.
PRINCE EDWARD ROAD!!! SINCE when did SG have such charming road :D?
Me and YY's sushi buffet after chinese O level :D LURVEEE SUSHI OMG T.T
UDON :D but i was like BLOODY full so I can't finish it =( sorry, totally regretted it now!
Our dessert :D LYCHEE MOCHI :D they don't have ichigo bliss, sad =(
Guess what I saw while walking up to school by the simpang way :D?
CHIO WHITE MUSHROOMS OUT OF NOWHERE? like COOL ONLY??!!
How the hell did it ended up on like the grass -.-? There's a whole lots of it LOLS. Hope its edible :D
Choir camwhore wif yy + nia :D HAHAHAS NIA ACT CUTE XD!
BLOODY ADORABLE OR WHAT MAN! I sewed the two snowflake ears myself :D Hehes! Mr. Toh's bday present!
My IKEA lunch with choir ppl from out IKEA outing :D ONLY $10, NOT BAD OK?! too bad I cant finish the bloody bread, i'm sorry ONCE AGAIN T.T
Nia's bday cake from me and clarice :D! I know its small but the quality and taste DAMN ZAI OK HAHAHAS! Happy birthday dear nia!
I fried salmon + babytomatoes today, mad nice!
And hey, I CAN COOK LOR, got do research one ok LOL!
Ok la honestly, the tomatoes taste better when eaten raw. Sian, watched too much cooking shows, now trying act pro LOL. FAILED T.T~
I'm going to TRY and do my chinese hw.
You have NO IDEA, how much courage and determination and strength I need just to pick up the pen and write a darn sentence.
Currently in siansation right now. Pushing myself le T.T
In the meantime...for those who are free, please visit www.missytaobao.blogspot.com for CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP stuffs ty :D (I know, I'm mass+mad advertising!)
{ 1:13 AM }
Miracles sometimes do happen, once in a while.
I never thought that it would ever change at all. That screwed up character is so embedded in my mind then.
But I guess it came back.
And it's making up to me more than ever.
Although the risk is very high,
but I'm willing to take it.
Because I have nothing to lose,
only fond memories to gain,
and the feeling of being an immense importance to it,
is really wonderful and surreal.
But what a sad love this is.
One that is doomed to end.
Life is truly a masquerade - even in love.
Because behind all that happiness, we are tearing inside.
Because we know it won't last very long.
But it's not something we wanted, it's a dead end. There will be no other options except goodbye.
At least for others, there's a future to look towards to, even if chances are mild.
But ours are near zero. The future is bleak.
Most importantly, it's something we can't choose.
At the end of these 2 years,
our chapter is closed. maybe forever.
I don't want to face such reality. It's way too harsh.
To be frank, I am running away from it now.
And I don't wanna face it.
For now I just want to cherish every moment I have and be grateful to everything that has happened so far.
The heart is healing right now. And that's what matters.
Maybe it'll shatter again in the future.
But that's for us to worry later on.
I don't want to think ahead at all. I just wanna embrace the present.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
{ 3:06 AM }
Bloody hell, its like gonna be 3 am and I'm here blogging wtf.
Ok that's not the point.
Today was a super uber fun day with CLARICE and EUGENIA!!! :D
And me and clarice gave a surprise to nia with a cake :D Hope you love it babe!
Hmm....my "货" for today are one elastic band + slippers from RUBI and a nicer looking face lols.
Nicer looking face eh...I finally went for eyebrow trimming -.-
Like for how many years I've been complaining and whining...thank goodness it is finally THINNER and obviously it looked more decent right.
I pity myself for tolerating damn long with huge horribly formed eyebrows LOL, finally its GONE.
But the entire plucking process was kinda torturous...
When the auntie first pulled that damn hair out...I felt as though the whole world ended -.-
FARKING PAIN OMG~
And the worse thing is that I have to tahan it for quite long because of excessive hair.
So for those who are planning on having your eyebrows trimmed...
don't say I didn't warn you. Just pinch yourself as hard as possible as the person plucks it ^^
We went to eat MANHATTEN FISH MARKET for lunch and went ORCHARD ION to shop :)
The food was not bad...just a teeny weeny bit too similar to fish and co. so...-.- ah heck it, it tastes great.
But I SERIOUSLY do not believe that they actually went all the way to manhatten just to get the bloody fish lol.
I mean fishmarket just downstairs SO EASY TO GET, following human nature/instincts, one will surely just go right down to get the damn fish lol so...ok nvm, as long as the food is good, everything can be overlooked :)
RUBI is having a big sale. Ok maybe not, but somehow, it is jammed packed with loads of women trying on the shoes. So, having like super little shoes, (seriously very little), I bought a pair of nice looking slippers for $17 :D (don't complain money-face freaks, it's bloody cheap already)
And then we shop shop shop...SEPHORA has many nice nice nice cosmetics items and products, which are super mesmerizing and just makes women go crazy somehow.
But thanks to the pricetags, it kinda stopped me from spending a single cent there lol. Nia got a lovely OPI shiny pink nail polish though, it's bloody chio :D
Ah well. Gonna sleep now. Super duper tired.
Monday, November 30, 2009
{ 12:15 AM }
Some people just don't know how to differentiate between ANGRY and DISAPPOINTMENT.
Ok, including myself -.-
But it's really very annoying when someone keeps saying others that you are being angry for something when you are actually disappointed.
It's actually a major difference when you use it in a sentence you know, these two words...
For example, perhaps, "I accidentally say her secret out then she angry liao leh"
GO DIE LA. MAKE PEOPLE SOUND LIKE SHE XIAO QI LIKE THAT LA WALAO EH LOL.
I will NEVER be angry, only disappointed. The only indication to show I am angry is when I am screaming the F word at everyone's faces.
And please don't make such a big fuss out of it when I do that. Don't act as if you've never said it before -.-
As in, it is even MORE disappointing to know that people misunderstood your disappointment as anger and make you sound like some bitch who has temper problems.
Like honestly, can you be more MATURE and UNDERSTANDING -.- it is VERY frustrating ARGH!!!
Ok ba, I think honestly, exposing one's secret is the worst crime I can think of. Or maybe that's for me.
As in, those secrets which are like, DIE DIE CANNOT TELL.
I mean, when someone trusts you enough to tell you, can't you just keep it.
IF you know saying it out will cause MAYHEM, then can't you have peace -.-
Is like, purposely zhao ma fan leh. Somemore drag like other people into it.
But once you've abused someone's trust, that person WILL remember it forever.
Ok maybe not everyone -.- but MOST. Its confirm de. Esp if that person genuinely thought you would actually keep quiet.
There was once an old man, who had a son who was a total bustard. The son likes to abuse people's trust and use it against others, and break any peace. One day, the old man took out a plank of wood and told the son, "whenever you have abused a person's trust, drive a nail into this wood", and so many nails were soon embedded into it. After a few days, the old man once again, told the son, "Now, remove a nail from this wood whenever you have apologised to a person" and soon, all the nails were removed. Then the old man said to the son, "see all these dents and holes? although you've apologised, but whatever you've committed is something you can never change and it will always be remembered, even if you're forgiven already"
It's not like I'm encouraging people to not FORGIVE and FORGET you know?
Honestly speaking, can you actually FORGET it? You can forgive, it's a wonderful thing to do,
but forgetting it? especially when it HURTS you alot? I don't think so. Unless you suffer from memory loss or something like this -.-
It will be there, for sure, and it will not fade so easily.
Not everyone is a saint, but sometimes I've no idea WHY people would just expose one's secret just SO EASILY. My goodness. HOW THE HELL YOU FIND THE CONSCIENCE AND CHEEK TO DO IT?
Is like, I'm overwhelmed by shock FIRST then disappointment because I don't even get why you can do it LOL. SERIOUSLY -.-
Ah anyway, whats done is done. Best solution to solve the problem for both parties is to JUST MOVE ON.
For the exposer, you should just go and die. You're horrible.
Ok joking, just move on lor. If you're forgiven, just be happy with it and don't keep being sad and bring it up in a bid to try and make the person forget what you've done. It wouldn't happen.
For the one being hurt, just move on also. You will remember it for sure, but it's okay and it doesn't matter anymore, so just look towards a BRIGHTER FUTURE :D
HAIS HAIS HAIS. BEST THING IS NOT TO HAVE ANY SECRETS LA WTF. JUST DA SHENG SHUO CHU LAI LA, NO BIG DEAL -.-
